What do you do when all you can do is mark time,waiting to hear God’s call? Do you have the patience of Abraham and the faith of Isaac? What do you do when your heart is restless,when you feel stuck,while your peers are living the dreams you once prayed for? What do you do when, as you mark time,your faith is slowly grinding down,yet you keep hoping for a miracle,hoping for a better tomorrow? What do you do when all you have left is a faith slowly wilting as you mark time?You ask yourself,How did Job do it?How did he face so much adversity and still hold onto such unwavering faith and conviction? What do you do as you mark time,waiting for God’s time,waiting for His grace? All I can say is: God’s time is the best.

born of the River my mother’s water baptized me our cries a prayer for life who is the Baptist to give us what is already ours? the city of earth is ours to build we are born able under the grace of Land Sea and Sky wings of Raven Laignech Fáelad Selkies and Tines

a soft exhale the earth beneath me; stirring with a billion forms of life if I died today perhaps I would return as a word on a page or the laughter of a child the iridescent sheen of a Raven's wing the colours of the winds or as a grain of sand drops between here and there through the middle of an hourglass would I know when I opened my eyes and breathed in that fleeting moment if I died or was dreaming?

I say,,Your my love,,my precious love My love for you,,My love will always be My love,,My kiss,,You will always remember My love,,My love will be so hard to forget She says,,You are my treasure,,My precious find My thoughts of you,,Stay and linger No distance in time,,My love will never fade No cloud,,Will cover,,No mist of time I say,,My dreams of love,,My thoughts of you Where hidden,,Deep in my precious mind So hidden,,The one who does love Will be the only one to find She says,,Love has broken a seal,, Our past has gone,,let us both heal You my love,,is the loving gem i found So i will love,And will always love My will ,,my strength,,Is my eternal love for you

I smile when I think of how I was wrapped in a cocoon of love which transformed into a beautiful butterfly and just when I thought it was ready to fly I realized it was all a mirage. My heart aches from what I thought it was meant to be but my mind has accepted the reality of things, shouldn’t have hoped for what wasn’t real in the beginning but how can you fight love when you’re a lover girl at heart with an Electra complex still hoping for that validation that will never come,but all hope is not lost she is awake now . It was a beautiful dream while it lasted now is time to wake up and continue to grind , Because somewhere ahead,a beautiful future awaits not in a dream,not in a mirage,but in real time. A future where she is chosen not for what she can give,not for how she can love,but who she is

I say,,Our love,,We love love so much Our love,,The love that's eternal Our love,,The love,,Love of all dreams She says,,Our love,,Time is love forever Our love,, the moon of eternity Our love,,like stars,,Love is my wish I say,,Our love,,Like stars,,Love is a gift Our Love,,like stars,,Love is the light Our love,,Like stars,,Love holds away darkness in the night She says,,Hold me close,,Show me love Hold me close,,Love has no shadow Hold me close,,Love shines in your eyes I say,,I will hold you,,look into the eyes of love I will hold you,,Love is a light in your mind I will hold you,,Through your eyes are the thoughts of love She says,,Love my love,,let my eyes gaze upon yours Love my love,,I see,,your eyes sparkle,,with a moist dew of love Love my precious love,,your mind is full of light,,the light is love

Loneliness knocked once. I opened the door. Nothing. Just the smell of rain, old cigarettes, and a chair that had been waiting for me longer than God. I sat down. The room said nothing. That was the cruelest part.

It's really nice to hear,,You say am sweet I feel that's so,,A most wonderful and beautiful thing As i touch you,,When you sleep My thoughts so dear,,As my heart does beat My love for you,A lamp of light Set next to you,,A warmth so bright Your gift of love,,Gets me through the night I love to touch,,so gentle,,upon your breasts My love turns breathless,,My eyes do shine My love for you,Never leaves my mind Your body so tender,,Feeling of a loving silk' MY loves a pulse,,your love,,My life Lay upon me,,And i lay upon you,,Those sweet kisses Beside you i stay,,For every loving day I will never leave your side,,You my love,,are my humble guide Good night my love,,God bless,,Just rest So my sweetest love,May you be free to dream For Olivia

There are stray dogs who spend the small hours drinking rain from the gutters and listening to the blues through half open pub doors. They know. They know the man with the guitar is just as fuc**d as they are. They know that crooked note isn't music it's a cry for help wearing old shoes. enitnatsnoC oãoJ --

Oh lord my shepherd,,Let me sing I will sing,,Sing a song for you Oh lord my shepherd,,Good heart you bring With harvest food you store The rain does fall,,We thirst no more Oh sweet lord,,Water turned to wine Oh lord my shepherd,,A heart of gold My life i will give to thee A stolen treasure i do seek,,Love is never lost to me No matter how dark the sky,,No matter any thoughts of why Love is here,,Fallen from the sky Oh lord my shepherd,,The flocks do pray Happy and content this way,,And eyes of love sharp and through Does see the good inside,,For mankind has a broken heart And love and treasure,,is good heart Oh lord my shepherd,,You bring good news Love be here,,For eternal time